Arousal

For the most part im not very energetic until i get angry. To me thats tense arousal. I get execited and want to do stuff when it comes to certain people depends on how they treat me from the beginning.
Back when i was in middle school our teacher made us write something for us to read in front of the class. I found that assignment hard because i dont like speaking in front of people. I get extremely nervous. Butterflies in my stomach so bad that i feel like im going to puke. My heart starts pounding, I start trembling and panic sets in. I just know that someone is going to find out my secerets. My work was bland and i rushed threw it. I had an ok grade, but it could of been better. After looking back, i see that i was much happier knowing it was almost over. Then noone had to look at me i could go back to being inivisible.